Hi, I hope someone could help I have this inner worry that I don't want to bring up with my partner. We have been trying for a baby for over a year and have now both been referred to a fertility specialist. I'm 31 and we really want to become parents, but now and again I get scared at the thought that if I become pregnant (God willing) and baby is growing healthily, I'm scared of the unknown as the baby begins to develop week by week, and that I need to accept that the baby is growing until they are due. I think I'm just looking for anyone that has felt this way of feeling scared of the thought after getting a positive result which you have prayed for, and thinking "shit that's it now the baby is inside me and I don't know what's going on" and something growing inside you that can't come out until they're ready. Sorry for the long message, and I hope I haven't caused any offence or anything but if there is anyone that felt similar and really wants/wanted to be pregnant but had some anxiety towards the unknown I would love to know how you stayed positive and avoided feeling sacred if possible.