Shitttt it's positive

[Shitttttt]

I have PCOS and never have periods, one every 6 months say. Im not on the pill i came off dr recommended due to my pcos. Partner and I have been deciding if we want another or not. Undecided but this morning i done 2 tests and I am.

Im honestly shocked, (I'm sure i will get the comments, well you are not on the pill) but if you knew the in's and out's of my fertility situation it seemed as if it would be a miracle to fall pregnant.

But now.... This is not good, we have t thrashed it out properly. Now its sprung on us. Im secretly excited but then fee guilty because of how its happened.

Arrrrrggghhhhh

I do understand that feeling. My pregnancy was planned, but I thought it highly unlikely due to endometriosis and my age. What a surprise that was!

Obviously I don't know your personal situation, but maybe concentrate on feeling blessed. You have no reason to feel guilty. My friend's second pregnancy was unplanned and she went through a period of time when she questioned whether it was right (that she felt guilty about), but now she couldn't be more inlove with her little girl.

Life happens in ways we can't always predict. It's natural to question things, especially at the beginning when it feels like more of a theory than a reality, but that doesn't mean that the baby is not wanted. Congratulations!