So I'm basically stuck between the two choices. I've been thinking of an elcs from the start but not fully decided. I know that if I don't have an elcs that I will need induced as I have group strep B and even if I go naturally they will most likely try get me to contract quicker and have baby out quicker.
Basically my question really is if these are my both options, is there any chance at all they could do this at 38 weeks? I only ask as my baby is due on the 26th February. I lost my baby girl to anencephaly on the 23rd February 2018 and suffer from anxiety, depression and PTSD due to this which is still ongoing and as you can imagine has made pregnancy quite worrying and not enjoyable. I'm really hoping to speak to midwife as I really don't want to be pregnant for this date. My symptoms ramp up majorly around the time of my losses and I want delivery to be as calm as possible. I know what I want and what happens are two different things but I just want to do as much as I can to prevent myself having panic attacks and my mental health taking a massive dive when I'm about to meet our rainbow.