Hi everyone.
I haven't posted on here before but I'm not sure who to talk too as I actually feel ashamed of what's been going on.
I'm 5 months pregnant and I couldn't be happier. I'm in a very loving relationship, my career is going great and I feel like I've got everything I wished for.
However, once a month whenever my period would be due "around the 28th" I get what feels like the worst case of PMS I've ever had in my life.
I get into these manic episodes and I feel extremely overwhelmed by own hormones and I can't control what I'm saying or what I feel. I've thrown hairbrushes and said bold statements about killing myself. I don't want to kill myself at all though, I love my life so I have no idea why this is happening. As soon as the "dark cloud" shifts I feel back to me again but just upset I got myself into such a state.
If anyone has any advise or any thoughts what is happening that would be great.. this is all very new to me.
Demi x