Hey! I don't know if this is normal but I am 15 weeks pregnant and recently I've been crying over my past relationships, life etc.
I broke up with somebody I was madly in love with 2 years ago now. We were both very in love but the relationship itself was just too volatile, we couldn't be together without arguing and eventually I called it quits and blocked her on everything. We were together 5 years.
Fast forward 2 years. I found a sperm donor and am now pregnant. It is something I have wanted for a very long time, something me and my ex couldn't agree on.
I haven't thought about my ex in 2 years, well I had but not in this way. I was always glad we broke up and happy, I moved on, found a life for myself. Now all I want to do is message her ( I won't ever) I think about her 24/7 and I miss her terribly. I haven't felt like this until about 2 weeks ago and lately everything is making me cry. I feel so very lonely, I feel like I have no friends, no life and nobody to share the excitement of this baby with. I think all that added up has led to this.
Has anyone else felt this way in pregnancy and will it go away? I'm not really an emotional person but I am crying myself to sleep most nights because of this. Eugh, I just want to be happy and enjoy my pregnancy that I have wanted for so long!
Sorry for the long post xxx