Know it might not seem like the biggest deal in the world but I have my 32 week growth scan today and I’m shitting it and feeling sick with nerves.
Having growth scans due to previous SGA baby, no known cause, suspected ante natal anxiety, stress, depression and inadequate maternal weight gain (back in size 8 jeans in 10 days). So this time aspirin and scans at 32/35 and 38 weeks. 32 week scan is where it all went Pete tong with dd and I spent the next 5 weeks terrified of still birth and it led to really ugly pnd, afraid to go out as people kept commenting how small baby was.
This pregnancy has been slightly smoother sailing medically although I lost my dad at about 5/6 months so I’m concerned about the stress of all that.
Hand hold and air hugs please? 