Hi..
This is my second pregnancy... very wanted...
Yet i feel so miserable from the start i can't cope with it anymore
Wasnt like this with first , i moved house even around 16 weeks had no problems cleaning cooking esting...
Now all day and night i feel this horrible sickness inside of me that cant be moved by nothing... couldnt stand food at all in the beginning, couldnt look at it or smell it... then starving day and night.. one week i have appetite ...one week dont wanna eat.. one week again eating day and night...
my bits burn some days then I'm fine.. now got piles from nothing and cant touch there when i go pee even..
I really cant cope anymore. Most days i just cry in the afternoons.
My head hurts...pressure in ears when i stand up... cant do nothing at home..havent cooked anything since this started... have horrible taste in mouth cant tell if food is good , everything tastes mostly rotten.... have another small child to look after..
Will it ever get better...i cant do this for next 6ish months....
Dont know why I'm writing this, just need to vent.. havent told anyone yet we're expecting so cant complain to noone... 
Feel so so alone and miserable... what kept u going if u went through this....