Hey guys
Just had my first growth scan 28 weeks and have been informed that my baby is just within the normal range however, there is a danger he could get too big. I am type 1 diabetic and just feel deflated. Before pregnancy I told myself I was so lucky to have diabetes because I still got to live and I could go on without my pancreas and live a normal life- just without too many treats lol!
But diabetes during pregnancy has hit me hard. I feel so crap. The next 4 weeks are now vital to ensure he doesn't get too big. My mum (none diabetic) said my little brother was always showing up too big on her growth scans and she doesn't have diabetes he was just a massive baby and she tells me not to worry
I just can't help it. Nurse said today all I can do is try my best which they can see I am doing but my gosh mentally I am so sad. And usually when I'm down I allow myself a couple m&ms or a hot chocolate (none pregnant). But I have no sort of emotional cushion if you will- it would normally be comfort food.
Just reaching out as I appreciate a couple diabetic mums will have probably been in this boat and sailed through it! Without diabetes pregnancy is one tough mental battle! So I guess here's hoping he comes out happy and healthy, or else I will blame myself forever