So I think I might be pregnant again and to be honest I'm not sure how I feel about it (I've not tested yet) I always saw myself having more then one baby we'd been trying for years and it just never happened I'd resided to the fact I was just meant to be the fun Aunty/dog lady then last year I found out I was pregnant between Christmas and new year sadly miscarried January 20 then found out again feb 20 I was pregnant with my now 10month old. I absolutely adore her she's my world I had such an easy pregnancy but an horrendous labour she's a good baby she slept through from 6wk old but when she was around 2 month old I started with PND and PNA I sunk really low into depression where I wasn't getting dressed etc. I'm worried this will happen again plus when the baby arrives I'll be 39 DP 40 I'm not sure if I'm to old. I know there's no way to tell until I've done a test but I'm to scared to do one sounds silly doesn't it.