Misscarriage rabbit hole

[AlwaysSeekingComfort]

Hey all 💐

Me again. I just can’t shake this bad feeling and have got trapped down the MC rabbit hole :(

Recap: had a MMC at 9w only discovered at 12w. No symptoms in that pregnancy at all… zero! Pregnant again (first cycle after D&C) and now currently 8w4d. Over the moon but again ZERO symptoms!!!!! Now I have this deep gut feeling that I am going to have my scan and again, there will be a baby but no heartbeat 😔. Why am I not experiencing any symptoms again, I genuinely wish for MS or something just to show me I am pregnant. Is it because another MMC is on the horizon?
I have a private scan booked for Monday but I cannot cope or concentrate with having to wait to see if the baby is alive or not…. I just feel so sad…
Sorry to ramble x

Yes I get it.
But then I had every symptom and miscarried so it means nothing at all to be honest.
Every symptom like 100% before, during and after miscarriage.

Just have to wait for your scan, nothing you or anyone can do but wait.

Hey @imaginethemdragons… sorry for your loss 💐 and yes I know, wish I could be level headed and take your advise. Just finding it hard. Thank you x

Not everyone gets symptoms. Some people have loads of symptoms and still go on to miscarry. Symptoms really don't mean anything. This is my 5th pregnancy, 2 healthy babies, and I've literally never had a single pregnancy symptom. There really is nothing that you can do but wait and see, and I know how awful and frustrating that is. Wishing you lots of luck for the scan ❤

Hello @Alltimeblow… I think it’s because I associate zero symptoms with my MMC…
Sorry for your losses 💐 but wonderful you have 2 healthy DC!
I know I know… I don’t know what I expected from this post really… I suppose I just wanted to get my feelings off my chest one way or another. Thanks so much! X