This is a huge 4 am and knackered thread. Essentially 36+some. Started having contractions on Tuesday afternoon. No progress but not stopping. Have literally been 5 mins apart since Tuesday pm but cervix is still like a bloody bulldog clip. They’re trying to get me to Tuesday - when she’ll be 37 weeks. Staying in a hotel near hospital on Dr’s advice in case problem with previous csection scar. Husband on his way back from working abroad but not here until middle of day tomorrow.
Just so tired, miserable, uncomfortable and scared. Letting down my poor children who are at home with our lovely nanny until I can get back with the baby. Don’t know if I’m just being pathetic and letting baby down by not just battling through for longer. I know 37 weeks isn’t bad and has good prospects but just feel like I’m letting her down.
Come join my pity party if you’re awake and fed up.