I am at my wits' end with my trust and seriously considering requesting changing as I approach my third trimester (I have been offered a choice both times, due to where I live, so it's not as random as it sounds). I am due to have conversation with someone next week but I don't think anything will change in time for me, I just believe if you don't speak up if you're in a position to do so then you leave other people open to having the same experience.
As one of my main issues is the switch to Badger notes which is just absolutely crap in my opinion (had a midwife appointment yesterday and the only thing logged is that I had my MATB1, bear in mind I am consultant-led too!). So to avoid outing myself too much if your trust still uses the wonder of simplicity and sense that is paper notes please could you share where it is if possible so I can see if there's one near me that does?
My other concerns are outing if you use the same trust as me but just for context:
The attached MLU has been closed since covid and they can't say when it will reopen but not before the Autumn, the main reason I chose this trust was the possibility of being in the award-winning MLU and it won't be available for me by the sounds of it. I didn't get there last time so understand the likelihood of using it isn't massive and I'm not wedded to a hypnotwinklywater birth, but if it's off the table completely due to operational factors then that's something I need to consider.
My trust bigs up the continuity of care model so imagine my surprise to turn up to my appointment yesterday and find I have a new midwife, which nobody told me, despite having an app that could do that for them. She was as lovely as the other one (it's a switch round not ill health or whatever so it's planned and foreseen change) but again undermine confidence in what the trust say vs what they do.
There's lots of other little things as well that have just completely dented my trust and confidence in this trust despite having a really good experience last time. I don't want to do frying pan/fire but I am concerned about the impact all these individual things might have on me and my baby going forward.
Well done if you got to the end of my ramble and if you've worked out where I am because you're in the same trust having the same problems, you have my sympathies!