Hi everyone,
So I think I've turned into a hormonal mess. I'm nearly 36 weeks pregnant and I have to say I'm finding things with my husband very difficult. I know it's not a major deal but he drinks at home every Saturday night. We both work durinf the week and he works nights so the o ly time we have together is saturdays. He never comes to bed with me anymore. I know he loves me but I just feel so alone. Especially when he's just drinking cans in front of the telly while I'm up in bed looking up stuff for the baby and about giving birth. Tonight was very hard because we had to go to a wedding. I didn't know anyone there. The wedding was small due to covid so there were only 50 people there. He pretty much just left me with everyone while he went away drinking in a different room with all the lads. I know I shouldn't care and should just let him have his fun but I just feel so alone in this. I wish to god that he would just even check in on me to let me know he's thinking of me.
I'd like to think that if the shoe was on the other foot that I'd be more considerate of what the other person is going through.