I got married in January and am currently 18 weeks with my little girl. I live in my husband's country and his parents are very intense and religious although he isn't at all. From the beginning of our relationship his parents have disapproved of me, his mum wouldn't even look at me the first few times she met me and has since gone on to tell me bad things will happen to my family because they don't believe in God and that I'm not allowed to work again after the baby's born. I've also had quite a tough time since i moved here and really struggled with culture shock and homesickness over Christmas to which his mother told me I was attention seeking and 'not to ruin their celebration'.
Since we told them we were expecting a girl it's all got so much worse. My FiL keeps going on about how much better boys are and how sad he is that it's a girl and how him and his wife were blessed with two sons because they're pious and God didn't give me a son because i'm a bad person. I'm finding it all insanely stressful. I've suffered with some anxiety and depression in the past but i'm really struggling at the moment especially with feeling so guilty about the world I'm bringing my daughter into. She deserves so much better and I should've provided it for her.
Any help or advice with how to deal with this situation would really be appreciated.