I know there’s been a million threads like this over the years but I need to whinge somewhere, I’m worried I’ll have no friends or partner left at this rate if I carry on chewing their ears off!
I was supposed to have DS2 via ELCS yesterday but it was cancelled the night before due to several emergency cases (absolutely understandable and the correct decision by the hospital) but I’m so huge and pregnant now and can’t help but feel robbed that I should already have my baby here. I know it’s ridiculous. I’m overanalysing every little twinge wondering if it’s labour and feeling like a jacket potato on the bbq now the weather is warming up. ELCS rebooked for Tuesday but I have a feeling they’ll cancel again and I’m scared of being stuck in this limbo for the next couple of weeks.
I just want to not be pregnant any more, meet my baby and start life as a family of 4. Rant over. Thank you. X