Hello,
I wrote on here recently about my situation. I am in such a hard situation but will not be the first person or the last.
I wrote last week how my ex had broken up with me, asked me to move out and how I have recently found out I am pregnant. He is just up and down with the news, but hasn't at any point asked how I am. Instead he calls me to tell me how happy he is single, how he can't wait to date. How he can't wait to find someone perfect for him but even if he doesn't is happy by himself.
On Saturday he then suggested that we went to counselling incase we kept the baby. He had a hard childhood, which even at 38 still scars him as he has never fully dealt with it. I am unsure of counselling and whether this is a good step, noting I have taken everything in my stride. I am staying at friends houses in the week etc and giving him space.
He rang me last week to say if I gave him space it would stop pushing him away, then that it would never work, then we may but not right away etc and how his family are getting involved too telling me how I should do counselling with him as he is up for it.
I live in London and have a salary of £52k a year. It may sound a decent amount but the cost of rent and bills, childcare etc I worry I would not make it work.
I really need a holding hand, I feel so upset and down