Hi everyone
Hoping someone can offer some kind words of support.
I am currently pregnant (3rd pregnancy, last one resulted in a mmc last year) and with all 3 I have suffered with awful sickness. With my first, I suffered from about week 7/8 to about week 18. It feels like an all day hangover/travel sickness.
I have a history of bulimia, no issues at all for the last 5.5 years but it lasted around 2.5 years before that. With this pregnancy, I am really struggling between sickness where my body is sick and I have to run to the toilet and cannot stop it, to feeling terribly sick and making myself sick for a moment of relief.
I feel stuck in a really bad place. I am due mu booking In appointment with the midwife this week so will ask for any support they can offer because I am desperate for any support to help me thorough the next potentially 8/9 weeks.
My partner has been incredibly supportive when I have told him this morning of how I am feeling and what’s been happening recently, but I just need some support with coping mechanisms to ensure I do not continue forcing myself to be sick because i am feeling so drained with it all and so disappointed in myself.
Thanks