30 weeks so stressed and can’t stop crying , anyone else ?

[Babyjune21]

Just like title says I’m 30 weeks pregnant I got my date yesterday 7 of June of my c section , Iv been diagnosed with fibromyalgia , ptsd , depression , pregnancy diabetes and I’m a high risk pregnancy I’m also seen 2/3 times a week in maternity day care for movement traces as due to last c section I’m numb inside and can only feel baby move once or twice in 24 hours if I’m lucky , I have so much that still needs done in the house and before baby comes I’m battling every day but I can’t stop crying I am typing this right now just crying my eyes out I have mental health team I see weekly a high risk doctor and a mental health midwife they are all great and wonderful supports I’m so lucky in that sense but I have no energy to even lift my head off the pillow in the morning let alone complete anything that I need to get done , I have no idea what I’m
Looking for out this msg , but is anyone feeling the same ? Am I alone in this ? How can I stop this pressure that I feel building up !

Hi OP, sorry you're going through a tough time. I'm 35 weeks and have fibromyalgia, and I've been seeing a pain psychologist throughout pregnancy to help with my mental health too. It's not easy! At my last midwife appointment a couple of weeks ago I sobbed my way through it because I was so fed up of the pain, sickness, stress and lack of sleep. I've managed to get a bit more sleep this last week and suddenly things feel a little more manageable.

You've now got a date to work to for meeting your little one! Hopefully that helps you, knowing the end is in sight (for the pregnancy related elements at least). In 9 weeks you'll be cuddling your little one and you won't need to worry about the pregnancy or the diabetes.

Is there anything in particular you can pin your feelings to? Is it the exhaustion? How's your sleep, is there anything limiting that? I always find I can cope a little better if I've managed to get some sleep. Mumsnet is a great resource for advice from mum's who have been there, if you can pin down what the issue is someone may just have the solution.

You're so close now. Good luck!