I am absolutely heartbroken! I had a bleed on Thursday and fell really ill Friday and today we had a scan to check on our baby and unfortunately there was no heartbeat I was 8 weeks and 1 day, the nurse went though my options and I don't think I want to wait for nature to do her thing I think I'm going to opt for the tablets and be in the hospital that day. I feel so helpless and everything is going through my head the what's ifs! This is my first miscarriage and I've never felt heartache like it, seeing my partner breaking down is hurting me too and for some reason I can't look at him cause I feel like I want to cry and its not his fault
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