Im 4 months pregnant with a man who I can not stand on most days. We clash a lot, I have problems with his know it all attitude and his personality bugs me so much at times even his voice bugs me. He is my ex, who I broke up with and we hung out had sex while we were drunk and here we are. I decided to keep the baby but now I'm starting to have doubts I'm making the right decision. I was terrified I would feel so much guilt from aborting my baby but now I'm feeling terrified having a baby with him. Im terrified that I will now have to spend my life with him in it. I'm terrified my baby turns out like him. I'm terrified of the arguments that are to come, he is very controlling in his ways and I am afraid he will be that way with our baby. I don't have a lot of money and he has a good paying career, now I feel like I will be stuck with him relying on him to get me and my baby by. Any advice or pointers? I've always wanted to have a baby, it saddens me that it had to happen with someone who I am forced to tolerate. I'm trying to stay positive for this baby and for my sanity but it's hard.