Hello,
so a couple of weeks ago I was admitted to hospital in preterm labour at exactly 33weeks. they managed to stop it and I was moved to the pregnancy/induction ward. I went into active labour again (I was a good 4cm dialated) but once again after pushing.lots of drugs they managed to stop it.
I was in hospital for a week, and was next to the recovery ward, I was put with all the inductions so was constantly watching women in labour who would then go on to have their babies, i could hear the babies crying from the ward next door, and felt like a failure for being in active labour twice and not having a baby,
ever since I have been released I can't look at babies without crying and constantly feel sad,
has anyone else gone through this? it feels like postnatal depression but without having the baby