Hi
I was on a few days ago talking about Heart Palpitations I was experiencing and was suggested to call Maternity.
I spent the whole morning over there yesterday where they did all kinds of tests, ECG, bloods. Was referred for a 24 hour heart monitor which I’m waiting to hear about.
Anyway, today I’ve had them literally every few minutes, like my heart will beat normally and then it’s like it misses a beat and then forcefully beats again resulting in a massive thud in my chest.
Rationally my brain is telling me that it’s hormonal, it’s because I’m 31 weeks pregnant, it won’t last forever and I’ll be fine.
The other part of me has cried to my partner all night as they are making me feel so shit. I feel like no one understands and have never felt as alone as I do right now.
I can’t sleep as they are keeping me awake and I’m actually convinced my heart is going to stop or I’m doing to die or something. It probably hasn’t helped that my anxiety is at maximum so that will be causing more.
Just don’t know what to do or where to go from here. I’m not expecting anyone else to know but just really wanted to vent and write down how I was feeling.
Thanks all, 😥