Already vomiting

[stellita884]

Hi, I’m 36 and I’m about 5 weeks pregnant. I just found out recently that I’m pregnant and I’m freaking out because I’m on my own. I’m also abroad (was transferred by my company months ago). I’m already throwing up. Actually the fact that I threw up for the first time pushed me to take the test. Today I ate lunch and within 20 mins, when I was out on a walk, I threw everything up. I’m also experiencing cramps and extreme tiredness. I’ve had another pregnancy before and this didn’t start until much later. I feel really scared and alone with this, I’m utterly terrified. This person and I are not together and we were friends at first. I haven’t told him yet and I haven’t told anyone yet. I want to tell him first, before anyone else, because he’s the father and also because I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I feel so alone with this, far away from home, and I’m just so scared. I cry almost every hour. I know I’m hardly a teenager but I’m still terrified

Oh Op. tell him ASAP & see if he can help. It might reassure you to know he is on board & willing to support. After that tell your family. Sickness is awful, mine started around the same time. You need a lot of support with MS. Tell the people around you, it’ll help you relax & have an opportunity for some support x

I know, but had a miscarriage 2 years ago around 10-11 weeks and I’m scared of telling people and then this happens again. I’m terrified of telling him because I just know that if he walks away I’ll be totally broken and devastated. I’m finding the best way to deal with this and it’s not easy. I honestly don’t know him well. I keep going through the same thoughts over and over. What if he walks away? Then what? I’ll be alone I’ll be completely alone and terrified. No one who can help me and take care of me. That’s my biggest fear that keeps me up at night, the thought of having nobody. I’m just panicking. I don’t wanna be alone with this.
I was wondering about this vomiting and whether it was normal. Haven’t eaten much else today because also panicking is not helping. I’ll try and talk to him tomorrow and see what happens.