Hi I am 7 weeks pregnancy today and have had 4 mc's. I had a scan last week and it's the first time I have seen a heartbeat it was so emotional and scary at the same time. I have a son he is 6 but this pregnancy so far is very different. I am 39 now I feel constantly exhausted, to the point I am exhasuted pretty much after trying to do anything. I have 24 hour nausea and cannot manage much at the moment, I can hardly eat anything just plain carbs. I go off things every week though. I am very emotional my anxiety is so high and trying to take every day as it comes but feeling unwell and exhausted is really getting me down. I start my day spotting every morning and it dissapears throughout the day. Although we are all working from home , I am even struggling to cope with a working day. It's all getting a bit too much feel like I have noone to talk to as so scared about another loss and would love to feel human again and have some energy. I just want to wait it out until I reach my 12 weeks and still take everyday as it comes. I don't know who to speak to..and feel alone. My husband is managing everything at the moment and I know he is worried and concerned only tells me to remain positive. I do and I try but I hate feeling like I have no energy for anything. Typing this is a push. On a positive I am going to actually try and attempt to leave the house and have a walk around the block.