Hello - Im fairly early on but i have a spinal injury (due to cauda equina syndrome) and Not sure if its all connected. I am in agony - getting up out of bed is fucking traumatic - my partner has been helping me up but we are both sleep deprived. I have. a big pillow i sleep with between my legs and sit on a gym bal , dont lift anytihng heav etc but honestly, i cant cope. Its like a burning spasm and no postion i put my leg in alleviates it - it just kinda burns out. Any one any tips ? Death is not an option apparntly. I thought i had a highpain tolerance after CES but apparantly not.