Third pregnancy already have 2&3 year old. Scared!

[Chelsie88]

Hello,
So I’m around 6 weeks pregnant with my third baby. I have a son who’s 3 and daughter who’s 2 me and my partner are completely on the fence about what to do. We have so much coming up over the next few years and throwing a baby into the mix I’m worried it’ll put a huge strain on our lives.
Apart of me feels as if the baby is already apart of our lives but then when we have hard days with the kids I feel myself getting upset and worried keeping the baby would be the wrong decision.

My daughter was born prem and was born with a condition which will affect her all throughout her life and after her birth I suffered with terrible Postnatal Depression and that’s the last thing I’d want to happen because I’m thinking ‘what if’ it happens again but I know it’s rare.

Just need some woman to woman advice. 2 going to 3 is so scary to me!

Thank you x

Thank you!! @Loti92 it’s so good knowing I’m not alone. I’ve only told my sister who was so happy but I’m nervous about everyone’s reaction. Some days I feel so happy then other days I feel really low but we just can’t go through with an abortion it’s just so sad. I think I’d be due in September so I’d have a September, October and Nov baby! Congratulations to you and thanks for replying you’ve honesty made me feel so much more at ease xx