I can't tell dh as he was clear no more babies (we have 5). It was very painful to move on but I did, even returning to school last year in the UK to get my masters. But I am having serious morning sickness and all the other symptons which never happened when I miscarried twice before in my early forties. I truly believed my fertilty days were over given the miscarriages and changes in my body/cycle. (and yes, I was taking precautions). I actually though the flush in my face and overheating was hot flashes. Surprise surprise! I am too scared yet to be happy and things could still go wrong but I don't think so. When I get morning sickness, I have successful pregnancies, if I don't, I lose the baby is my history. Two years ago, I would have been estatic, but right now I am stunned. Any words of advice from other older mothers. I keep feeling I am going to become a laughing stock for being so old and having this happen again.