Hi
I am currently 35 weeks pregnant and for the last 4 weeks I've started to resent my mum and I feel terribly!
She has always realied on me she is not elderly but lives on her own and is lonely.
My son of goes round often (we are in a bubble due to mum living on her own) however I worry he has taken on the responsibility to be there for my mum as he is aware she is lonely -he is 11.
I feel guilty for feeling this way but I just can't seem to engage with her at the moment. The responsibility seems to much. I feel guilty for not seeing her or putting of her hints to come over. Comment she usually makes seem to really get to me where previously I would just brush them off. I feel like I might loose my temper. She doesn't mean to be horrible but just doesn't think sometimes.
Poor childhoodexperience keep popping into my head and just negative thoughts. But I know she did her best.
Has anyone else experienced this? Will it pass. I love my mum but I feel incredibly guilty for feeling like this.