This is a long shot but I'm pretty desperate right now and so lost.
I'm 11 weeks pregnant and my husband is over the moon to say the least. We had an eptopic pregnancy previously where I lost my tube so since then we have been told conception would be difficult if not impossible.
I love my life, we travel all over the world alot with stil alot more of the world I want to see and accomplish more things in my life.
I have a great career based job and so does my husband but I have recently been made redundant due to covid with a new job lined up in January (covering maternity how ironic) so my job situation isn't great right now.
I have a termination booked in for tomorrow. I already feel guilty not for my own sake but my husbands. He supports me no matter what but he's said a few times how can you go through with the termination knowing we could potentially not conceive again.
I feel like its not the right time with my job and so much more I want to do in life. I'm being selfish I know but feel like my life would be over if we keep it and I would only be doing it to please our family and my husband.
Help! Am I doing the right thing?????