i know it sounds stupid but i think that it only dawned on me last night that i will be giving birth in about 15 weeks and it scared the s**t out of me.
i was in the bath reading a baby mag article about what happens when births are slow or complicated and i suddenly began to panic. i realised that i have stupidly thought that i will be ok and i will handle the pain ok as i have a high pain threshold. the truth is i have never had more than a headache to test this thoery out.
i have got 4 friends who have just had babies and had very different experiances. some good and some bad and even though i have listened to them all i think i have been in denial.