Missed miscarriage in August and now 7 weeks pregnant

[SAJ70]

Hi all, back in August I suffered a missed miscarriage it was the most heart breaking thing I have ever been through, I found out at and early private scan the lady tried to her hardest to try and find a heart beat but there was nothing there, the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks, it was so hard to believe as I was still having pregnancy symptoms. I had a D+C a week later and I still couldn’t accept the fact I had lost my baby. 2 weeks ago I found out I’m pregnant again, I was in total shock as I hadn’t had a period from the last MMC and had previously had negative tests, EPU confirmed I was 5w6d pregnant and there was a little flicker on the screen, buttons anxiety isn’t letting me relax as I’m just worried I’m going to go through the same thing again, I have had no cramps or nausea during this pregnancy just sore breast now and again and I don’t feel like that’s enough symptoms.
I have now booked another early private scan as I’m driving myself insane, I just don’t think I could go through the heartache again of loosing a baby

I've been through this, I miscarried in august and I'm now almost 6 weeks pregnant. I'm really struggling since I'm so excited but so worried. My theory is either way I'm going to be heartbroken if I miscarry so I might as well be excited! I'm trying to take each day as it comes.

So sorry for your loss. Just wanted to say I had absolutely no pregnancy symptoms until about 8 weeks with DD and all was fine

Hi both I went for my private scan today, the baby was measuring at 7w5d which is correct but there was no heart beat there, I am absolutely heartbroken to be going through this again ! You can’t help but feel there is something wrong with myself

@SAJ70 sorry to hear about your loss. I've had a miscarriage in August and one recently in mid-November.
Terribly heartbroken both times 🥺 I literally curled up and refused to have a life for weeks...
Currently nearly 6 weeks pregnant. Shocked I got pregnant this soon but also very on edge as I fear the worst with every twinge and cramp I get. It's an exhausting cycle. Fingers crossed we get sticky beans this time.

Did they say you had definitely miscarried or was the heartbeat hard to find because the pregnancy is still so early? I've heard many early scans can't find a heartbeat and being advised to come back later for a second scan when the pregnancy is much further.

Staying positive for you 🌈🌈🌈

@Lille4 they couldn’t find a heart beat she done an abdominal and internal ultra sound, she said at 7 weeks they should see a strong flicker, I’ve got to go to EPU tomorrow for them to confirm and then go back in a week for a second scan, I’ve had no cramps no bleeding, honestly don’t know what keeps going wrong I just don’t think I’m meant to carry my own baby :(

I'm so so sorry for you, just heartbreaking and worse so close to Christmas. Sending love, take care of yourself

@SAJ70 I'm so so so sorry. This has happened just before Christmas as well, absolutely sorry for you.

Take care of yourself. I know it's hard to imagine it now but you will have a sticky bean soon enough. I'm on a few threads with women with similar stories uplifting each other.

It's not fair our bodies and emotions have to go through so much, hope you feel better. sending positive vibes 🌈🌈