Hi. I've had a pretty average pregnancy. Sickness at first, ok in the middle and then very excited to meet my baby and lots of preparation etc. By 36 weeks I had everything done! I then started to get this awful pregnancy rash, itchy and irritating and constant. I've been checked over for anything serious and I just think it's hormonal. I just feel worried because before all of this I was so excited and couldn't stop buying clothes etc. Now I just feel fat, itchy, tired and disengaged with the whole thing. I can't walk far as baby feels so low so I just lie on the sofa and itch. It's awful. I'm 38 weeks and starting to worry that I'll not bond with my baby when he's here as my main concern at the moment is just to get my body feeling normal. It's like I've forgotten what the end goal is and just want to feel ok again. Is this normal in the last few weeks, to feel so fed up and disengaged? I look at his room and his little clothes and the girl who bought all of that's seems to be a different person to the way I feel now. When he sticks his little bum out in my tummy I do love it but I can't help feeling tired and fed up too. I feel sorry for my baby because I want to be beaming and glowing but it's been the longest year ever. Pregnancy, job loss, lockdown after lockdown. Any stories of people who felt like this towards the end to make me feel normal would be great! Thanks