Before I get into it I just want to say I'm not looking for judgment but just advice on my current situation.
I had a medical abortion 22 days ago, estimated at 5/6 gestation when I went for a private scan, they struggled to see anything at all, and said they thought the pregnancy was not viable as my symptoms indicated I was a lot further along. My boobs were massive, bloated, fatigued and nausea and sickness. All of these symptoms have gone. The clinic also struggled to see anything on the scan, they could see a pregnancy but not much else. I bled pretty much straight away after the last four tablets - quite heavily with clots and cramps for around 5 days which then softened into spotting for around 4 days. I had spotting around a week ago for around 3 days also.
I took my test from the clinic yesterday which measures for over 1000 of HCG in the urine, using FMU, like i was told too and there is a line, it isn't really dark but there is a line and it is has colour. Me and my partner regretted the termination as soon as it was done, we terminated mostly due to pressures from our family but we decided we would try again as we know it was not the right choice for us after lots of big discussions and lots of tears. So we have been having sex.
But now I'm stressed as I took all the tablets as indicated, I don't know whether it's a new pregnancy considering I have no symptoms from the last one, the last pregnancy or just lingering HCG, it says to ring the aftercare line if you get a positive test but the thought of going back to the clinic terrifies me, I don't think I can bear to go back. I also took a normal pregnancy test yesterday which was neg but not with FMU.
Has anyone been in this situation or can anyone just offer me a kind word. I'm trying to look after 2 small children and stop myself stressing.
TIA.