Hi all, I hope its OK to post on here, if not please deleat. Its took me about 30mins to suss how to post a thread. A long story cut short. I had my 20week scan a week ago.... Its a girl they said, I was so happy. But then the sonographer kept looking at her heart, I new something was wrong. After being refered to fetal medicain for another scan, confirming my little girl only has 3 Chambers instead of 4, as well as other things wrong but this is the main one. We was told to go for a termination. After days of tears I took the tablet. When the day came I cudent do it, sat there for what felt like years in the room. I went home and cryed more. Day after I had an amniocentesis to see if baby had Edwards syndrome which the consultant was pointing it towards. But isint sure. Im still waiting the results of the test which should be tomorrow. My heads all over and I don't no what to think. The consultant has said my baby won't survive if its Edwards but if not I could go to alder hay to see if the can operate. Its been a very long week and my and baby have been prodded and poked so much. Iv felt like a pin cushion and totaly lost right now. Any one had similar situation or can give me some hope, thankyou for reading