had appt. with MW on wed. in gp surgery. different one from my 'team' and i was the only one to see her at that time so she has not busy at all. anyway, there was hardly any conversation flowing. sat down and was asked how 'are you ? any bleeding or problems at all'?. no i said. needed a blood test doing. fine. BP fine. didnt ask for wee sample until i mentioned it at the end. had to lie down for her to listen to baby's heartbeat. she was not gentle at all. no jelly-stuff, just pressed into stomach very firmly and said 'no? no ?' moved it down a bit and then said oh yes there it is.' 'nice little size' she said about my bump. little i thought. hardly. feeling huge for weeks. 17.5 wks now. didnt read my book thingy proprelry i took. just said 'oh you've had a CS before' 'yes' i said. but i felt as if the implication all along was 'well you've had a baby before so you know what to do and expect and get on with it. didnt read about the mention of my sons problems after he was born. huh. i hope i see someone else in 5 wks time when i go back. sorry to go no but felt like there wasnt much care or support there.