Hey everyone, so bit of a back story. I was on the pill (not the best at taking it clearly) waiting for the implant, obviously with COVID it was abit of a wait. So I had my implant fitted 20th July and did a pregnancy test with my GP that day and it was negative (it was also longer than 14 days since we had sex) so thought the chances were 0 and I was on the pill. 4 days later I had a test and thought I’d do it as I wouldn’t need them anymore and it came back positive, I was shell shocked and just devastated as we already have a 2yo and 4yo and things aren’t great between us. So I booked with BPAS, they scanned me and sent me to EPAU who scanned me last week and said everything was fine and I could have the treatment with BPAS. So today, I went for another scan so they could date it (I know weird??) so she did today’s scan I’m 5 weeks 5 days and it’s twins. I burst into tears, I really don’t want anybody to judge or hate because I feel like a horrible enough person. I didn’t want 3 children let alone 4 but I don’t think I could ever ever forgive myself having an abortion and knowing it was twins. Ever since I was like 10 I’ve always been like omg I would love twins when I grow up. I can’t stop crying, I just don’t know what to do. 💔 I know nobody can really help me but I just wanted to know if other people had ever been in a similar situation?