Hi please can have some help or advice or even reassurance because I really really need it right now. I previously missed miscarried in February I lost baby 9 and half weeks and found out I was pregnant again in April I’m now 16 weeks pregnant I can’t seem to shake the pure fear I have. I have a clear bump now and I can feel movement I think but it still doesn’t shake this fear I have. I’ve had one midwife appointment and one was cancelled and done over the phone... and she said I will see you when you are 28 weeks I was shook because I thought I needed needles and urine samples etc... I’ve had one private scan and also a normal scan and everything went really well but again I’m constantly worrying that I might lose my baby again, I get pains that come and go, my back is constantly hurting, I leak what I think is discharge and sometimes when I go to the toilet there is a jelly like clear blob on the tissue and my mind goes into overdrive. Please is this normal? I’m sorry for all the questions but I am petrified also I may add that I use a fetal heart beat Doppler yes I know not a good idea but I thought it would reassure me and sometimes it does. I did my research on them to look out for my own heart beat, the womb sounds and baby’s heart beat etc... and thank god I always find it but I can’t help but still worry. My next scan is the 1st of September which I feel like is ages away is there any advice because it’s appreciated very much and also what you did to keep yourselves distracted and busy etc... thank you for reading.