Been in lockdown since 17th of March due to my employer advising me to stay at home for 12 weeks and the situation will get reviewed then. I am 23 weeks pregnant, married and I generally at my last tether with everything.
I haven't seen anyone apart from my mum who I speak to from across the garden 3 times a week to try and maintain my sanity. My husband has just started going back to work which is good, as he hasn't had NO income within the last couple of weeks due to no work (he owns his own business) I'm on furlough so my money is crap atm. BUT I FEEL FUCKING SHIT AND LONELY. He works quite early to quite late and I generally feel like shit, I am on my own all day every day. Some nights he gets in late so I hardly see him. I cook dinner, walk the dog, I do everything, my back is starting to get really sore and I feel like I have 0 support. I talk to him about how I feel and that I feel like shit and he don't seem fussed. BUT no if it was the other way round he would expect the world to be dropped.
Then to top it off his fucking mother is doing my fucking head in!!! She hasn't ONCE checked in with me to check how I am in regards to the baby - she knows my husband hasn't had ANY income the past couple of weeks and because my husband owed her money (she works full time and so does his dad they have money) she was ringing EVERYDAY asking why it hadn't been sent!! It's was £85! I'm livid I'm so angry she didn't give us fuck all for our wedding because she helped him get a loan under her name which HE IS PAYING BACK but she uses that excuse as to why she didn't put any money in toward the wedding. And now she's on his case and don't give a shit.
EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IS FUCKING ME OFF