This pregnancy has been constant anxiety and I need advice. I'm 18 weeks and 4 days with my second child and been bleeding through most of the pregnancy. I took a positive test on the 27th of jan, my lmp implied I should've been about 9/10 weeks. Booked in for a private scan to find baby had no heartbeat and was too small top measure (miscarriage suspected but not confirmed) A few days later I began to bleed heavily and was sent to epu for ultrasound, heartbeat was seen and baby measured about 6 weeks! Was told the bleed had came from outside the womb and would likely resolve itself, I bled on and off for a few weeks then stopped. Fast forward to the 7th of March and I had another very heavy bleed during the night which kept on bright red for a few weeks. was send for 2 scans about a week apart, both times no cause of bleeding was found and baby seems fine again. Another few weeks to by and I had a very heavy bleed filling multiple pad and passed a clot but was told I can't get another scan (understandable given the lockdown) I have my anomaly scan on the 19th, but I'm terrified I'll go in to find out we've lost the baby, I was thinking of phoning in advance to tell them so they can be "respectful" just incase. With my first son they scan was very upbeat and "let's see how big baby is" unlike the nature of reassurance scans which are more reserved until baby is seen healthy. baby will probably be fine given it has been every other time but I can't help worry, I've been waiting for a while now to find out if I've lost it which has been hard. I know its normal not too but I was alsp hoping to feel movement by now to reassure me but nothing.. not a sign of anything bad or good :/ I've posted on countless forums but I guess I'm still not satisfied that baby is okay. I'm struggling to get advice because everyone keeps telling me to go for a scan which I can't do.. post was more of a vent but I'd like to hear if anyone has been through it good or bad.