Last night I dreamt that I had my c section that was all over with very quickly. The baby was handed to me clean and dressed and I wasn’t told the sex. My partner and myself assumed it was a boy and carries on about our day. I stayed in hospital and baby was sleepy so I was advised to leave him to rest and not feed. After an hour or so I was told they needed help with breathing and to take them down to NICU - as I walked through the hospital the baby woke up and was rooting but as I reached NICU I was advised not to feed and the baby was taken from me. I then popped home (which was a caravan not my actual house) and cleaned. I went back to the hospital with my partner and the baby was still being taken care of in NICU but I didnt see him. I left the hospital to take my youngest swimming and to the fair, as promised and started telling friends I bumped in to that I’d had the baby this morning but we didn’t know the sex. Once home I asked my partner if they’d sterilised me but again he didn’t know.
Any ideas what this all means? I’ve woken up thinking that I should perhaps not to be sterilised but also anxious that I might never get to bring this baby home. 😢