Unsure what to do..

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I currently have 2 beautiful amazing children DS 3ys DD 4mon. Me and my partner decided that 2 children would be how many we had and neither or us want anymore, however.. recently I've had quite a few signs of early pregnancy and what I suspect to be implantation bleeding. (Just want to add that I've been on the injection, and then the pill due to covid19 and appointments being cancelled so we thought we were protected) I am going to buy a test tomorrow to find out for sure but I just wanted to ask if anyone has been in a similar situation. The other thing is, while I agree with abortion being every woman's right, I personally disagree with it for myself and I'm not sure if I would ever get over the guilt I'd feel. I'm probably panicking over nothing and obviously need to confirm it but right now my mind is working over time..
And now I'm thinking about all those people who struggle to conceive and feeling guilty for possible being pregnant and feeling this way..
any advice welcome.

When did you last have the injection/when was it due?
It’s most likely that if you’re using reliable contraception those things you’re attributing to pregnancy are just signs of a period going to arrive.

Don’t give this any proper thought until you’ve done a test.

My injection was due on the 20/04, but started taking the pill on the 15/04 so they overlapped. I had a period that week, which is unlike when I've been on the injection before (had no period what so ever), but this was my first injection since birth. Maybe it's just the change in contraception.
I'm a bit of a worrier so will feel better when I have a definite answer. Wish I could turn my brain off for a bit though..

This just sounds like getting settled on the pill. Try not to worry (which I’m sure is impossible). 12.20am logic is never any good!

How are you doing today? Hope you got the answer you wanted.

Only just managed to get round to doing a test but it was negative. You were right wasn't something to worry about at 12:20, but glad my mind is at ease now, thanks for your kindness!