Pregnant after stillborn

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My son was born sleeping 21 weeks ago, baby David was perfect. Telling him it was ok to fall sleep broke my heart, I still cant except his gone. Hes my big tiny blessing.
I'm 6 weeks pregnant and I'm terrified about saying the words I'm pregnant out loud or telling anyone incase I lose my baby. I have the bad urge to keep it to myself because I feel that saying nothing that no one and nothing can take him anyway from me. I know it makes no sense but I'm just so scared. I can't take the thought of bringing another son home in a urn and never getting to kiss his littlest cheeks again

Didn't want to read and run.. I can't imagine what you've been through or how anxious you must be.. just take each day at a time and only tell people when you feel ready.. it's a time of celebration though, whilst no one will ever replace your baby boy, this baby is a new miracle and your friends and family will want to share your joy xx

I can’t imagine your pain. Do what feels right I get what your saying. People might be hurt or have things to say but you and your mental health come first. After a few Mc I’ve decided to wait at least until 16 weeks to tell. Family night be pissed but I have to do what’s best for me. Stay strong

Aw I can only imagine what you’ve been through, if you think you want to keep it to yourself then go for it, I think you should do whatever you think is best! Congratulations to you ❤️ Xxx

Thank you for your kind words and advice ladies. I'm just going to take. it one day at a time right now.
@lc86 your right this baby is a new miracle, I didnt look at it that that way i just see what could do wrong. My new little miracle has a amazing ring to it. Thank you x