Not sure if it's right to post this here.
October last year, I had to re-home our gorgeous golden Cocker Spaniel puppy. I get updates from his new family on how he's doing regularly and occasionally we meet up and go for a walk with Tommy (now Archie). He's loving life, couldn't be more well looked after but I still feel enormous guilt and sadness for having let him go.
I'm now 20 weeks pregnant and obsessing over the thought of letting our little girl down like I let our pup down. I know it sounds silly to compare the two and very likely my hormones playing me up.
Having serious doubts i'll make the cut. I just want to be a good Mum.