So, I'm 17 weeks, and am generally an anxious person. But right now my anxiety is sky high!
I've not got the best track record with hormone-health...I have extremely heavy painful periods, and when doctors try to remedy it with contraception I end up seriously depressive before my period, bleeding for 12 weeks at a time, and the mirena coil even managed to make me expel a massive chunk of my own womb. I also have chronic migraine.
So how I'm pregnant, and I just suddenly feel so scared of everything. I'm terrified of labour, of the changes to my body, of being in my own with the baby (my husband will be here for 2 weeks after birth and his family are 20 mins away, but my mum is 200 miles away)...I have a history of PMDD so I'm scared of postnatal depression...I am a jeweller and work from home so I'm scared about working from home and being a mum at the same time....
Even though I know I'll make it work, I'm scared. At the moment it feels like im scared of absolutely everything!!!
Did anyone else find pregnancy increased their anxiety? And can anyone recommend anything to calm it a little?
Thank you so much!