Iv just found out I’m 5 weeks pregnant ( would be my first) my bf of 7 years is over the moon, but for some reason I don’t feel happy or excited, I keep worrying about the negatives like feeling exhausted and sleepless nights we both have good jobs and own our own flat it’s only one bedroom so not really ideal, I’m 32 this year and feel so bad because the very few people we told seem more excited then what I am, I’m worried about how I will be able to keep my job and afford child care and having to get a new car later down the line (as I have a very small little sports car not baby friendly) but I love it and worked so hard for it, I feel like I’m ruining this for my bf as I’m so scared and feel bad as I don’t know why I’m not excited am I just being selfish or has anyone else felt like this ?