I really didnt think I'd be here again it's like I'm reliving the past. Last year during summer I found out I was pregnant. I was reluctant to tell my bf, we was only newly into our relationship however he insisted on me confirming his suspicions and reassured me we was in this together. Long story short we wasnt, and he backed out as it was too much for him to handle. I decided on an abortion, but to this day I dont know if i made that choice for myself as my family and bf were both unsupportive. Our relationship has been full of hardships and were only just getting over a bad patch. Of course by the title I've found out I'm pregnant again, only difference is this time I'm in quarantine with him and his family and at lost on what to do. I dont want to tell him due to the what he reacted last time, and I want time to sort out my own thoughts before having his imposed on me. I'm 23, live back and forth from his and mine as I dont get on my with my parent and obviously not working anymore so dont have an income. During my first pregnancy I reacted so badly when I found out, I was crying g
and shaking, but with this one I feel nothing. I always thought I could never mentally go through another abortion again, but now I dont know what do. Must I tell my partner? How do I go about this situation at all. The idea of having two abortions within less than a year doesnt sit right with me, but at the same time I really wanted to work on myself and getting out of a toxic situation, would a baby hinder that? Yes we was being careful, this pregnancy is totally unexpected.