And I'm not due an appointment until Thursday for a membrane sweep.
My original midwife disappeared around my due date (16th) so I made myself an appointment to find out what the plan was. I was worried sick because my family were in self isolation last week so we wouldn't have any childcare for our toddler meaning I'd need to go and give birth alone.
Now we're okay, my sister's isolation is over and she's happy to come watch our son.
Everyone just keeps telling me to eat dates and she'll come but it's not doing anything as far as I can tell. But I wouldn't know because noone's given me any kind of internal examination so I don't know what my cervix is doing right now.
I just feel so in the dark, by the time I get an induction appointment I'll be 42 weeks or over which just feels so incredibly late.
I called the maternity advice line and they said I should call the assessment centre if I'm worried about movements and very little else.
Ugh I'm just fed up now.