Hey all, I am approximately 7-8 weeks pregnant and I feel like absolute sh**!
I have been constantly feeling sick for over two weeks and being sick throughout the day. I have been lucky enough to work from home but I feel so guilty and like an idiot.
My pregnancy wasn’t planned but my partner and myself are happy that we have been fortunate enough to create a life.
I am trying to stay positive but it just seems like everything is against me and my body has just gone into meltdown. I’m crying all the time, my BMI is 35 which is classed as ‘obese’ and I just feel like I’ve failed before I’ve even properly started.
I had a urine dip test done at the doctors as they were worried I could have a UTI and I read my notes and it was found with a trace amount of blood and glucose. Obviously I googled and everywhere it says ‘gestational diabetes’ which just added to my self-doubt. I’m only 8 weeks maximum and I’ve already had so much go wrong for me. Feel like I’m just fighting a losing battle and it’s all getting too much.
Am i alone with this?
I’m 25 and this is my first pregnancy (if it isn’t already obvious)