Dear Blue
It feels weird to think in a few weeks I will meet you after you have been in my tummy for so long I spend a lot of my time wondering what you will look like and be like whether you will look like me or your dad . I was so unsure at first about you and whether I could be your mum I was only 20 at the time but you come at a really unhappy time for me in my life but when I would let my mind drift and think of the person you would be was the only time I felt happy . I will be relived when your hear as I'm sure you will get to know I'm very anxious and have spent most of my pregnancy worrying whether your okay and spending a lot of time sitting on my bed waiting to feel you kick , I can't describe the joy I get from feeling your tiny feet kicking me or your hands stretching out . I can't wait to do so many things with you I can't wait to take you to the book shop and let you pick out your first book , watch your favourite film with you over and over again cook you your favourite dinner and give you the biggest hugs . I'm unsure of so many things but the one things I think I have always been sure of it you in the back of my head . I think your going to save me , but for now just stay cooking in my belly x
Love your mum