I'm feeling awful as I think my hormones got the best of me yesterday. I’m 36 weeks pregnant with my first child. DH & I had planned a nice afternoon/evening out, cinema and then dinner. En route DH was talking about the things he considered doing for me for Valentine's Day this year, but now isn't for various reasons (eg he was going to order me flowers but didn’t in the end). This mildly irritated me as he has been saying how he's planning to do something nice and if turns out he’s doing nothing. Anyway, we got to the cinema and he seemed distracted, not really listening to me even when I was directly answering a question he’d asked. We went to take our cinema seats and he’d booked us seats right in the middle of a row, which he knows I hate, as being heavily pregnant I always need to get up to use the bathroom and I also have anxiety in crowded environments, so I always prefer an aisle seat. I didn’t say anything but as soon as we sat down I started feeling incredibly anxious and claustrophobic. We stayed for about 10 minutes but then I said I needed to leave as I was feeling too claustrophobic. He reluctantly followed me out of the cinema and he seemed annoyed at not being able to watch the film and having to drive us back home. He marched on ahead up the road without me towards the car. For some reason this triggered me and I felt so unloved and couldn’t calm down. I was hysterical in the car in the way home and things escalated once we got home, mainly because I felt he was giving me the silent treatment. I think he actually just needed to be alone for a bit but I took this as rejection as I really needed a hug. I accused him of not loving me and said I was thinking of going to a hotel. I had a full blown panic attack and cried for about an hour. All of this was obviously a massive over reaction on my part and we normally have a good relationship, we’ve been together for a decade. I’m now concerned that I’m emotionally unbalanced and going to be a terrible mother! I’m not sure why I’m posting really, just needed to vent I guess. Still feeling wobbly today and it’s not helping that it’s Valentine’s Day.